#1 Taurus

Hi Taurus,
You don't have to read below if you think it's enough for you.
Taurus, we've been so busy lately, since big exams are coming soon. And I haven't ready yet. Too many things I should prepare yet I haven't done well enough. And I'm gonna pause some of activities distracting  myself from studying, one of them is stop falling in love with you. With these feelings for you, I couldn't even stop my mind to think about you. I wish all my feeling was gone.
Taurus, you're so hard to be kept in my heart. I didn't see it coming. The day we called each others as ours? I didn't see it through your eyes. You're something I couldn't reach, but someone could. I'm not good enough for you, but someone is. Someone will love you, and the other one will leave you. Someone will fight for you, and the other one will give up. And someone will hold you so dear, and the other one will let you go. That's a life, right?
Well, Taurus. I lied.
I was pretending that everything was okay but it wasn't. I was hiding my feelings to you, before it grows up and becomes unstoppable. I don't wanna let myself having feelings for you anymore. That's why I never looked into your eyes every time we saw each other, cause I couldn't. Your glares and smirks I actually liked them all.
I couldn't help but falling in love with you.
You've just distracted my mind cause you're the one crossing this mind no matter how many times I pretend that everything was okay. I couldn't breath when our distance was only five centimeters away.
You do not know how much I really want to spend all nights along with you, sit behind you on your motorcycle, and feel the air when it touches my skin. That night was actually so cold yet felt so warm when I was with you.
I do really want you tell me that it wasn't only me, but you too. It was only my imagination so far. So why don't you go your way and I'll go mine? Live your life and I'll live mine? Taurus, you'll do well and I'll be fine. Cause we're better separated.
And lastly Taurus,
Thank you for being a good partner for me. I'm so sorry for being a little bit harsh to you even I knew you shouldn't deserve it. You did well and I couldn't stop thanking you. But the most important thing is that I'm thanking you for giving me a chance to love you even I should stop before you walk away from my life.