Negative Vibes

Negative Vibes

She neither belong here nor there. She don't belong anywhere. Unluckily, she was all alone to face two-faced people. It was because she didn't know that her world was delusional, people around her were fakes, and she had no one.
She was the drama queen. Anyone looked at her because of her lies. Every time she started new drama and anyone started to pity her. She became mad of her flawless—thinking that everyone really cares to her—no, they actually were trying to kill her slowly, playing on her with tricks; pretending became damn loyal friends but gave her a shit. Being friendly in front of her but stab her behind soon.
She should've just realized that the man she loved is just a shadow. He was more delusional than her world. She actually fucked up by nothing. No men stayed a long in her heart because she never really love anyone, she doesn't even love herself. She just missed a skin-touch by a man. She just missed a kiss, someone's lips touched hers, that's all things she really wants. She's crazy about her being in love with someone else.
Then, the shadow had just gone and she cried over it. She hated the shadow and she got a fire. She heard people were talking shit about her, even her friends she trust did.
Soon, she said, "The war begins."
And it really was.
She did a revenge, so anyone felt the same pain like her. She thought she could gain a lot of people's attention because she always thirsty of it.
She finally figured it out that her friends were herself that turned into someone else every time she had no confidence to push herself up. She became anyone she don't really want to be. Her copies slowly kill herself, their souls wanted to turn her soul down and replace it. Then, she's gonna turn to be another one.
Her mama said she couldn't belong anywhere unless she could defeat the people under her level, but she misunderstood. Her mama taught her to kill anyone with her kindness, but she ignored it. Quickly, she pulled the trigger and shot her friends' hearts, then she said,
"Take them as my gift to you because your kindness guys. You've got hearts yet you didn't use it well, let me shut them down for you. Good bye anyone, see you at hell."
She's still the same innocent and naive girl I used to see.